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insanity [Sep. 15th, 2006|12:20 am]
[mood |moodymoody]
[music |bleeding through - line in the sand]

My head will not rest on this pillow,
As its gripped in my arms tonight,
Like reality, too tight.
If a dream could last forever,
I would hold you here.
Time need not freeze, I need not fear.
This world inside
Is a world I have longed to find.

And I will not be afraid to love.
I will not be afraid to lose
What I once deprived myself of.

My tear drops have salt-stained this pillow,
As its loosened from my weakend cluth,
Like the sun's light: too much.
But there's a hope today,
That I'll find a way
To make my dream reality.

Sometimes I run and sometimes I crawl.
Sometimes I fly and sometimes I fall.
But this dream of mine won't change at all.
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progenies of the great apocalypse [Sep. 11th, 2006|12:57 am]
[mood |exhaustedexhausted]
[music |Dimmu Borgir - Lepers Among Us]

good ass song. dimmu is sick.

basically ive been busy as fuck and ive been listening to loads of black and death metal.

im pretty sure shes amazing and i love every second i spend with her. i can see myself being with her for a longggg time.

my sister is gonna be pissed cause ive eaten all her m&m minis. oh well.
blueberry oolong tea is awesome.

randommmm entry.
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<3 [Sep. 9th, 2006|12:53 am]
[mood |stressedstressed]
[music |sonata arctica - misplaced]

dang. what a night.

but i hate not having any fucking money. paycheck from FYE = 0.00. garbage.

and tomorrow is going to be the worst day of my life. 8 hours at target, 5 hours at FYE. someone shoot me. im going to bed because i have to be up in 6 hours. saweet.

ps - i hate stupid teenage kids and thier trying to act all big and tough. fuck em.
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holy christ almighty [Sep. 7th, 2006|12:06 am]
[mood |soresore]
[music |dethklok - awaken mustakrakish]

vitu. i am tired as FUCK. target was not that bad, and FYE was interesting. a lot of odd customers. i annihilated some mcdonalds during break. it was good. sorry my grammar and punctuation is shitty but i really dont give a fuck right now.

I miss her more than anything and im so glad i get to see her tomorrow. its going to be amazing. we get to finish watching the two towers and kiss and be cute.

I love her.

I get paid friday and thats sick. and i also have to work 13 hours on saturday and im going to cry. i need to buy my dragonforce ticket and opeth/arch enemy ticket. fuck.

does anyone know any sick magic to make hair grow really fast?
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if angels exist... [Sep. 5th, 2006|11:22 pm]
[mood |anxiousanxious]
[music |Angra - Temple of Hate]

She is one. I saw her tonight after work. I used the excuse that I wanted to borrow a book from her dad to see her. So we talked for a bit, then she came out to my car with me. We kissed...and kissed...and kissed. For how long, I don't know. But every second of it was pure bliss. I did not want to leave her arms. It actually felt like I was losing somthing, a part of me, when she left my embrace and I got in my car. I just sat there for a minute and thought..."Is this real?" And it is, in fact. I can honestly say I have never felt this way. I know that these feelings will not fade any time soon...But still, things are complicated. Jesus.

On another note, my car is now inspected which means it's legal, finally. It also isn't loud as fuck anymore.

Work both jobs tomorrow....fun...
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back again [Sep. 5th, 2006|02:14 pm]
[mood |hopefulhopeful]
[music |Finntroll -Bakom Varje Fura]

Well, I'm back. Alot has been going on in my life and I feel that I need somewhere to let it all out and express my thoughts, even if noone reads it. I have just recently gotten a second job at FYE in the Exton Mall in addition to my job at Target in the Photo Lab, where I have been for about a year. It seems alright so far. I always seem to have no money to do anything extra and I owe a few people money for past times when I was in some trouble with the bank, so I need to get ahead again.

I got in a car accident recently also, and I had to find another car ASAP. Fortunatley, my stepmom had her old '89 Toyota Corolla sitting around unused since she got her new Honda Accord. So she let me have that and I had to pay for the registration and getting the title switched. It makes funny noises and sounds like a damn ricer. But it drives. It's getting inspected today.

I like someone. She knows it, and she likes me back. Every time I'm around her, I feel so...happy. I don't worry about all my other problems, I just get entranced by her and being with her makes me feel like a better person. She is an amazing girl and I want so bad to be with her. Yet, things always have to be complicated. Argh.

Well I am starving and I need to go to work soon so I'm ending this one. Maybe I'll update later tonight, Don't know if I will tomorrow because I work both jobs.
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